April…
Tuesday, April 17th, 2007A dreadful month so far…
April seems to be the hardest month so far this year. Many of things happen. Mostly unwanted. Now that i think of it, all are unwelcome. Nothing worth appreciating. Problem after problem. Trouble after trouble. They come in a nice order. One after another. Just when i thought things start gradually turning better, another problem comes up. At the end of the day, its a day full of stress and pressure. Pek chiek.
What happen? You may ask. Well, "Pui Ki Long Ten Teow"… Hahaa, direct translation would be aeroplane hit electric post. How funny am i still able to cracks joke at moment like this. Read something on Star Newspaper last Sunday, 15th April. Words of
wisdom from a special column. Quite true though. Will try to learn from
it.
Feel like just wanna get myself off this place. Erase my existence. rub, rub, rub…* But wouldnt it be like im giving up on myself? Admit defeat? Just aint the me in me. I guess that’s how we grow anyway. Every defeat makes you come back stronger, for they are the obstacles that shape the tomorrow you.
I need a break…
Still have 5, 7, 2 (calculating a calendar)… 14 days till its over. Precisely two weeks from now. Lets fast forward the time till its May. Wait, but if i do so, wont it be like, im wasting my youth? Two weeks, imagine what i can do with that!~! No No, Sweat. On the other hand, better let it ticks by as how it is…
Signing off,
Dann